{854}{}I don't really pray...
{904}{990}...but if you could just|help me out here...
{1004}{1048}...I promise....
{1105}{1131}105.
{1155}{1181}105?
{1205}{}Oh, my God!
{1230}{}Run a bath, call the doctor.
{1281}{1334}Get her into the bath.
{1356}{}Dr. Carter, 655-....
{1406}{1453}He won't be there.
{1456}{}What is a thermometer?|Mercury.
{1507}{}How does it even work?|Maybe I can page him.
{1582}{1621}Susan. Susie.
{1657}{}Mommy says get up now.
{1708}{1750}-Cold.|-I know.
{1783}{1815}Hang on.
{1858}{}Cold!
{1883}{}It just feels cold because|you're so hot.
{1959}{2019}Susan, stay with me. Susan.
{2034}{2063}Susan!
{2135}{}Has she been disoriented?|Confused?
{2185}{2269}She said that she saw|a man in her bedroom.
{2361}{2400}Are you cold?
{2461}{2503}Okay, swing it.
{2511}{}-Move it, people.|-Is room 2 clear?
{2562}{2606}Yes, it's clear.
{2612}{}Get her pressure.
{2637}{2702}Let's give her O2. Ten liters.
{2712}{2760}Tap her right away.
{2938}{2988}How's her breathing?
{3541}{3589}No pulse or rhythm.
{3591}{3629}Are you God?
{3692}{3716}No.
{3717}{3761}My name is Seth.
{3767}{}Where are we going?
{3792}{3819}Home.
{3868}{3910}Can Mommy come?
{3918}{3942}No.
{4144}{4195}She won't understand.
{4219}{}She will...
{4244}{4280}...someday.
{4471}{}Can I ask you something?
{4521}{4547}Yes.
{4571}{4625}What did you like best?
{4671}{4703}Pajamas.
{5299}{5371}She definitely knew what she liked.
{5375}{5440}-Pajamas?|-Flannel, with feet.
{5475}{5507}Pajamas.
{5525}{5587}Excellent choice. What else?
{5601}{}In the elevator of|the Bradbury Building...
{5676}{}...a man touched a woman's|bare skin by accident...
{5752}{5857}...but it made her turn|and look at him in such a way....
{5877}{5915}And they...?
{5927}{5953}Yes.
{5978}{6025}It was a good day.
{6028}{}Do you ever wonder|what that would be like?
{6103}{6132}Touch?
{6153}{6177}No.
{6204}{6242}Yes, you do.
{6279}{6326}Occasionally. Yes.
{6354}{6383}Touch.
{6857}{}I'm not asking for it every night.|Just twice a week.
{6932}{}Blue eyes.|He's never going to leave her.
{6982}{}20 minutes. 20 minutes. Everything|in this damn city is 20 minutes.
{7083}{7136}It's never 20 minutes.
{7635}{7742}My ass on a stool all day.|She always gets the good chair.
{7786}{7884}Six pounds, four ounces.|My daughter has a daughter.
{8188}{}$20,000 at 21 percent.
{8238}{}Pay it off with another card|at 14 percent.
{8314}{8347}Ah, shit!
{8364}{}Federal 595 heavy, slow immediately|to match preceding aircraft. Over.
{8464}{8520}Jesus, wake up! Wake up!
{8891}{}The little girl asked me|if she could be an angel.
{8967}{}They all want wings.
{9017}{}I never know what to say.
{9067}{}Tell them the truth.
{9117}{9167}Angels aren't human.
{9193}{}We were never human.
{9218}{}What if I just make her|a little pair of wings out of paper?
{9318}{9366}Tell her the truth.
{9369}{9405}I told her.
{9469}{}How did she take it?
{9519}{9653}She said, "What good would wings be|if you couldn't feel wind on your face?"
{10248}{10338}On the 101 through|downtown L.A., no delays....
{10348}{10386}Shit! Jesus!
{12056}{}What do we got?
{12081}{}50-year-old had a huge anterior wall MI|this morning. Collapsed while jogging.
{12207}{}Paramedics resuscitated him,|but his EKG's pretty ugly.
{12282}{}He's hypertensive.
{12307}{12366}This diagonal looks tight.
{12383}{12425}Who cathed him?
{12433}{12468}Rosenberg.
{12483}{12570}-Be right in.|-The patient wants to meet you.
{12835}{12888}He's pretty out of it.
{12960}{13007}The doctor's here.
{13563}{13638}We're just going to cool to 32 today.
{13664}{13694}Sucker.
{13764}{13791}Jimi.
{14191}{14218}Vein.
{14568}{}Kid started walking.
{14618}{14672}Three unassisted steps.
{14694}{}-Get it on video?|-I wasn't even there.
{14769}{14865}You failed as a father already.|How does that feel?
{14945}{14986}Retrograde on.
{15070}{}Come down to haIf flow,|give me a little volume.
{15121}{}Down to haIf flow,|here's your volume.
{15171}{}-Ready to come off?|-Ready.
{15221}{}Let's come off.
{15246}{}We're coming down.
{15271}{15334}We're clamped and off bypass.
{15924}{15957}Oh, shit.
{16000}{}What are you missing?
{16050}{}Sponge.
{16075}{16105}Bummer.
{16276}{16306}Got it!
{16427}{}Thank you, everybody.
{16477}{}Presbyterian's on line 2.
{16527}{}His rhythm will be irritable.
{16628}{}-She's getting good, huh?|-Yeah, she's getting that attitude too.
{16728}{16778}Getting an attitude?
{16829}{16867}Shit! V-tac!
{16879}{}Christ! Paddles!
{16904}{}Kill the music. Get her back.
{16954}{17016}-Charge to 2.|-Charging 200.
{17055}{17088}Dr. Rice.
{17230}{17259}Clear!
{17281}{}-No pressure.|-You give him lidocaine?
{17331}{}100's gone in.
{17356}{17409}Buzz him again at 300.
{17431}{}-Still nothing.|-Start compression.
{17482}{17524}Kill the alarm!
{17632}{}Hold up. It's not working.
{17657}{}Got to open him.|How long to go back on?
{17733}{}It'll take me 10 minutes.
{17783}{}Come on! Nothing.
{17808}{17837}Knife.
{18034}{18100}lnternal paddles. Charge to 20.
{18110}{18139}Ready.
{18160}{18190}Hit it.
{18235}{18268}Go to 30.
{18285}{}Hit it.
{18311}{18349}No response.
{18361}{}Tom, I got to get back on bypass here.
{18411}{}Almost there.|Give me 7 more minutes.
{18461}{18493}Come on.
{18562}{18603}Don't do this.
{18637}{}He's going.
{18662}{18718}He's not going anywhere.
{18939}{18993}Come on, don't do this!
{19064}{19109}Damn it, come on!
{19139}{19165}Tom!
{19215}{19247}Come on!
{19767}{19806}Mrs. BaIford?
{19818}{19866}Where's the doctor?
{19893}{19955}-I'm the doctor.|-I'm sorry.
{19993}{}I operated on your husband.
{20044}{20079}How is he?
{20144}{20191}He didn't survive.
{20245}{20272}What?
{20345}{}We were able to restore|blood flow to the heart...
{20395}{}...but he developed a lethal arrhythmia|and we couldn't resuscitate him.
{20496}{20582}Wait. I'm sorry, I don't understand.|A what?
{20672}{20707}I'm sorry.
{20822}{20873}Excuse me. I'm sorry.
{20898}{20943}What did you say?
{20998}{21025}What?
{21074}{21110}Oh, my God!
{21802}{}On the table, on my table. I'm sorry.
{21877}{21912}I'm sorry.
{22003}{}I'm sorry. What happened?|What happened?
{22053}{22109}A graft occlusion? What?
{22154}{22223}It was textbook. It was textbook.
{22380}{22419}I'm so sorry.
{22480}{}The room got so big.|I was so small.
{22530}{22584}How did I get so small?
{22606}{}I should've gone back on.
{22631}{22693}I should've massaged longer.
{22706}{22805}I should've gone back on.|Massaged longer. I lost it.
{22832}{22867}I lost it.
{23284}{23353}Have you ever been seen, Cassiel?
{23384}{}You're looking at me.
{23435}{23534}No, not by me, and not|by the dying or the delirious.
{23535}{23594}Have you ever been seen...
{23610}{}...Iike you were a man?
{23661}{23774}ln a diner once, a blind woman|turned to me all of a sudden...
{23786}{}...and asked me to pass her the mustard.
{23862}{23951}-But she was blind.|-But she knew I was there.
{23962}{24036}That doctor in the operating room...
{24063}{24122}...she looked right at me.
{24138}{}She didn't see you, Seth.|She can't see you.
{24188}{24272}No one can see you|unless you want them to.
{24289}{}And if I want her to?
{24339}{24393}Why do you want her to?
{24414}{24452}To help her.
{24490}{}Open it!
{24515}{24553}Open it now!
{24565}{24607}Everybody down!
{24640}{24679}Do it! Do it!
{24691}{}Shit! Just give him the money.
{24741}{}Did I leave the lights on?|I left the lights on.
{24816}{}I should have gone to Ralphs.
{24866}{24938}-Do it!|-Relax. I'm doing it, okay?
{24967}{}I never saw the Grand Canyon.
{25017}{25088}I'll never see my grandkids again.
{25092}{25136}What am I doing?
{25143}{25196}Just be cool. Be cool.
{25319}{}Be cool, man.
{25344}{25376}Be cool.
{25494}{25529}Holy shit!
{25570}{25629}They don't need to see us.
{26072}{26111}You're early.
{26901}{26945}What's going on?
{26951}{27011}Ferris was looking for you.
{27278}{}Don't I have a mitral valve to do?
{27328}{27373}They canceled it.
{27378}{}Who canceled it?
{27403}{27438}Sheffield.
{27454}{}Why are you telling me?
{27479}{}He was busy.
{27504}{}He was chickenshit.
{27529}{27603}-Maggie, you're sick.|-I'm not sick.
{27604}{}You're sick.|You can't operate.
{27654}{}They've rescheduled for Monday.|An elective valve, no big deal.
{27705}{27822}It is unprofessional, and it|embarrasses me in front of my staff.
{27906}{27966}I saw the chart on BaIford.
{27981}{}I'm on the committee.|It's on review.
{28031}{28097}-It wasn't your fauIt.|-I know.
{28107}{28163}Then what's the problem?
{28232}{28271}I don't know.
{28282}{28344}You put up a terrific fight.
{28408}{28480}We fight for people's lives, right?
{28534}{28632}Don't you ever wonder who|it is we're fighting with?
{28709}{}So I'm crazy and chemically imbalanced.
{28735}{28774}You're tired.
{28810}{28855}You have moments.
{28885}{28939}Why didn't you call me?
{28986}{}Because I never sleep|when you stay over.
{29036}{29120}You never sleep whether|I stay over or not.
{29136}{29174}You're good.
{29187}{29225}You know it.
{29237}{}Come back Monday|and get back on the horse.
{29312}{29342}Doctor?
{29488}{29527}I'll see you.
{30091}{}"As I walk along the stony shore|of the pond in my shirtsleeves.... "
{30166}{}"...Amazon basin in the north,|once an island sea.... "
{30242}{}"The highest truth on the|subject remains unsaid...
{30317}{}...probably cannot be said.
{30367}{}For all that we say is the far-off|remembering of the intuition... "
{30468}{30585}"...she begins to pull away from|the awareness she had once.... "
{30694}{}"Commencing search. "|Searching my soul.
{30744}{}What happened to the cards?|You could touch the cards.
{30819}{}She's been looking|at me for haIf an hour.
{30870}{}Maybe if ljust hang here....
{30920}{}"This is a delicious evening,|when the whole body's one sense.... "
{31020}{31119}What if I screamed?|What if ljust screamed right now?
{31146}{31236}"When a woman decides to sleep|with a man.... "
{31271}{}"You knew there would always|be a spring...
{31322}{31435}...as you knew the river|would flow again after it was frozen.
{31447}{}When the cold rains kept on|and killed the spring...
{31523}{31633}...it was as though a young person|had died for no reason. "
{32502}{}All right, they have rescheduled|the operation for Monday.
{32578}{}What happened yesterday?
{32603}{}They had a goIf tournament.
{32653}{}Who knows with these people?
{32703}{}Good morning, Mr. Messinger.
{32728}{32799}The "G" is soft, like "messenger."
{32854}{}What's on your lip?
{32879}{32939}What? Am I slobbering here?
{33080}{}-Where did you get that?|-What am l, a prisoner?
{33155}{}You want to get well, or|you want Ben & Jerry's?
{33231}{}This operation is a big deal.
{33256}{33318}Continue to eat like this...
{33331}{}...and you might as well skip it.|Save the 30 grand.
{33381}{}If you'd have performed the operation|yesterday like you were supposed to...
{33482}{33602}...I'd be sucking carrots through|a straw in my arm. What happened?
{33607}{}Circumstances were not optimal|for the procedure.
{33658}{33786}I ain't "the procedure." My name is|Nathan Messinger and I'm right here.
{35793}{35847}Hello, hello, hello....
{35893}{35983}Floating, floating. Don't pop it.|Don't pop it!
{36044}{36152}Do you know the Muffin Man,|the Muffin Man, the Muffin Man?
{37224}{}Hi, Anne.
{37250}{}What are you doing here?
{37300}{}I was on my way up to x-ray...
{37325}{}...and I thought I'd stop in and just...
{37400}{37432}...hide.
{37476}{37511}From what?
{37551}{}I should've gone into pediatrics.
{37601}{}Oh, no.
{37626}{}Every guy you meet|is either married or a gyno.
{37702}{37815}Never date a man who knows more|about your vagina than you do.
{37827}{37871}Poor little guy.
{37978}{}He never stops crying.
{38028}{38105}-What's wrong with him?|-No insurance.
{38129}{}Found him in a dumpster|behind the House of Pies.
{38204}{}We worked him up the wazoo|for everything...
{38254}{38349}...from drug exposure to diabetes.|We got nothing.
{38355}{38384}May l?
{38706}{}Did you do an uItrasound?
{38732}{38803}-You hear a murmur?|-Worth a shot.
{38807}{38843}Okay, baby.
{38932}{38994}So what are you hiding from?
{39058}{39105}My patient's wife.
{39108}{}She wants me to tell her that her|husband is going to be okay...
{39184}{39261}...and that I have every confidence...
{39284}{}...and I don't.
{39309}{}And after all this time,|and after all this work...
{39385}{39463}...I suddenly have this feeling that...
{39485}{39565}...none of this is in my hands.|Nothing.
{39586}{}And if it isn't...
{39611}{39670}...what do I do with that?
{41068}{41103}Excuse me.
{41294}{41341}Are you a visitor?
{41369}{41395}Yes.
{41419}{}Visiting hours have been|over since 8:00.
{41495}{}Why do they have that?
{41545}{}What?
{41570}{41599}Hours.
{41620}{41703}Doesn't it help the patient|to be visited?
{41746}{41820}Who are you visiting?|Mr. Messinger?
{41821}{41856}Right now?
{41922}{41948}You.
{42072}{}I don't need a visitor.
{42097}{}You're not ill?
{42122}{42146}No.
{42198}{42260}I'm one of the doctors here.
{42323}{42371}Are you in despair?
{42474}{42519}I lost a patient.
{42524}{42587}You did everything you could?
{42600}{42692}I was holding his heart|in my hand when he died.
{42725}{}Then he wasn't alone.
{42750}{42788}Yes, he was.
{42801}{}People die.
{42826}{}Not on my table.
{42851}{}People die when their bodies give out.
{42926}{}It's my job to keep their bodies from|giving out. Or what am I doing here?
{43027}{}It wasn't your fauIt, Maggie.
{43052}{}I wanted him to live.
{43102}{43141}He is living.
{43152}{43212}Just not the way you think.
{43404}{}I don't believe in that.
{43454}{}Some things are true|whether you believe in them or not.
{43554}{43611}How did you know my name?
{43705}{43744}What's yours?
{43780}{43807}Seth.
{44006}{44078}You better get out of here, Seth...
{44082}{44184}...or security's going to think|you're a psych patient.
{45865}{45928}-Where are we?|-Down a liter.
{45966}{}Suction.
{45991}{46098}I am stuck on Band-Aid brand|'Cause Band-Aid's stuck on me
{46267}{46393}No dying now, Mr. Messinger. Not until|you give me Seth's phone number.
{46418}{46525}I am stuck on Band-Aid brand|'Cause Band-Aid's stuck on me
{47196}{47232}Those eyes.
{47247}{47297}The way he looked...
{47322}{47375}...right down into me.
{47397}{47424}Seth.
{47473}{47532}What kind of name is Seth?
{50437}{50493}I thought you'd be here.
{50512}{}SaIty.
{50537}{50602}My transplant tanked at 2 a.m.
{50638}{50671}You okay?
{50838}{50903}You might want to return this.
{50989}{}That part about the spring?|"You knew there'd always be a spring."
{51090}{}How did you know that...?
{51140}{51211}What? I didn't give you this book.
{51291}{51327}You didn't?
{51341}{51389}Where'd you get it?
{51642}{}Hi. I'm a physician, and I think|a patient left that in my office.
{51718}{}-Can you tell me who checked it out?|-I can't tell you who.
{51793}{51843}I can tell you when.
{51893}{51956}All right, give me 5 minutes.
{52697}{52738}Hello, Maggie.
{52798}{}It's nice to see you again.
{52848}{}It's weird to see you again.
{52898}{52939}Weird is nice.
{53049}{53097}You like Hemingway?
{53099}{53152}Yeah, I'm starting to.
{53275}{53304}May l?
{53375}{}"As I ate the oysters with their|strong taste of the sea...
{53451}{53525}...and their faint metallic taste...
{53526}{}...as I drank their cold liquid|from each shell...
{53576}{}...and washed it down|with the crisp taste of the wine...
{53652}{53717}...I lost the empty feeling...
{53727}{}...and began to be happy."
{53777}{53866}He never forgets to describe|how things taste.
{53878}{53916}I like that.
{53978}{}Do you come here a lot?
{54028}{54066}I live here.
{54104}{54146}What do you do?
{54154}{}Read.
{54179}{54232}No, I mean, your work.
{54255}{54299}I'm a messenger.
{54355}{}What kind of messenger?|A bike messenger?
{54405}{54465}No, I'm a messenger of God.
{54506}{54557}Got a message for me?
{54581}{}I already gave it to you.
{54631}{}Did you use my pager? I usually don't|get my messages unless you beep me.
{54732}{54797}You've definitely been beeped.
{54882}{}-How is Messinger?|-He's good.
{54933}{54999}The operation went really well.
{55008}{}-It was a good day.|-It was.
{55033}{55104}Yeah, I didn't kill anybody today.
{55109}{55198}-You're an excellent doctor.|-How do you know?
{55209}{}I have a feeling.
{55234}{55299}That's pretty flimsy evidence.
{55309}{55353}Close your eyes.
{55410}{55464}It's just for a moment.
{55937}{55981}What am I doing?
{56013}{56061}You're touching me.
{56088}{56117}Touch.
{56163}{56207}How do you know?
{56239}{56286}Because I feel it.
{56515}{}You should trust that.
{56540}{56599}You don't trust it enough.
{56892}{56954}-Let's go somewhere.|-Where?
{56967}{57006}I don't care.
{57017}{}What do you want to do?
{57068}{57101}Anything.
{58198}{58243}What's that like?
{58299}{}What's it taste like?
{58349}{58411}Describe it. Like Hemingway.
{58449}{}Well, it tastes like...
{58499}{58534}...a pear.
{58575}{}You don't know what a pear tastes like?
{58625}{58711}I don't know what a pear|tastes like to you.
{58851}{}Sweet...
{58876}{58909}...juicy.
{58952}{59017}Soft on your tongue.|Grainy...
{59027}{59120}...Iike sugary sand that|dissolves in your mouth.
{59203}{59239}How's that?
{59303}{59342}It's perfect.
{59755}{59883}The first time I looked in a microscope,|I knew I wanted to be a doctor.
{59931}{59993}Okay, let me have your hand.
{60007}{}What for?
{60032}{60100}We'll take a look at your blood.
{60107}{60154}Not a possibility.
{60233}{}Men.
{60258}{}I suppose you know a woman's|threshold of pain...
{60308}{60379}...is 9 times higher than a man's.
{60634}{60684}Take a look at that.
{60760}{60801}That's bright.
{60936}{60971}That's me.
{60986}{61030}All those cells.
{61061}{61109}That's all you are.
{61137}{61208}That and all the space in between.
{61237}{}If this is all you are...
{61288}{61333}...these cells...
{61363}{}...then when they die, that's the end.
{61438}{61495}I don't know. I think so.
{61539}{}How do you explain it?
{61589}{61616}What?
{61639}{61701}The enduring myth of Heaven.
{61815}{}I used to think that I had it|all figured out.
{61890}{61932}But you didn't?
{61941}{61965}No.
{62091}{62186}Because something happened|in my O.R. and I got...
{62192}{}...this joIt. I got this feeling|that there's something...
{62267}{62398}...bigger out there. Something bigger|than me, bigger than you, and it....
{62418}{}Does that sound crazy?
{62468}{62492}No.
{62543}{}I couldn't fix him.|I did everything right...
{62594}{62653}...and I couldn't fix him.
{62669}{62734}That's not supposed to happen.
{62770}{62803}And l....
{62820}{62855}You cried.
{62945}{62972}Yeah.
{63021}{}-Why do people cry?|-What do you mean?
{63096}{63164}I mean, what happens physically?
{63247}{}Tear ducts operate on a normal basis|to lubricate and protect the eye.
{63347}{}When you have an emotion,|they overact and create tears.
{63448}{63505}Why? Why do they overact?
{63548}{63587}I don't know.
{63649}{}Maybe emotion becomes so intense...
{63699}{}...your body just can't contain it.
{63749}{63841}Your mind and your feelings|become too powerful.
{63850}{63894}Your body weeps.
{64051}{}I have to go.
{64076}{}I got to go. Stay right here.
{64126}{64173}Don't go anywhere.
{64176}{64221}Stay right there.
{64704}{}-Get the tube out.|-He can't breathe.
{64754}{64823}It's because the tube is blocked.
{65080}{65124}How you feeling?
{65131}{}Ready to hit the waves.
{65181}{65264}I'm afraid your bodysurfing|days are over.
{65306}{65429}You got a mean tattoo going there.|What does your wife think of that?
{65432}{65476}That is my wife.
{65683}{65743}Check his vitals every 1 5.
{66160}{66241}I can't see you,|but I know you're there.
{66387}{66468}Go back and tell them|that I'm not going.
{66487}{66519}Not yet.
{67215}{}Where have you been?
{67241}{67312}Oh, shit. I totally forgot dinner.
{67316}{67346}Dinner?
{67366}{67399}With who?
{67492}{}A guy I met. I bumped into him|and we got something to eat.
{67567}{}Did you pack my backpack?
{67617}{67652}What else?
{67693}{}We talked...
{67718}{}...and then I got beeped|and he disappeared.
{67768}{}Why did you pack my backpack?
{67818}{}Earl, what are you doing?
{67868}{}I thought we'd fly up to Tahoe,|use your uncle's cabin...
{67944}{}...maybe do a little hiking.
{67994}{68021}What?
{68120}{}God. Is it...?
{68145}{}Maggie, it's just a tick.
{68195}{}-Get a match.|-We're not going to burn him, Jordan.
{68270}{}It'll have to back out.|Can't leave the head in.
{68321}{}-We can't just be burning tick heads.|-Then get some alcohol.
{68421}{}I don't have any.
{68446}{}-You don't have any alcohol?|-I don't operate here.
{68496}{68553}How about some olive oil?
{68597}{}Which kind? Jalapeno or rosemary?
{68647}{68680}Rosemary.
{68723}{68839}So what did you and your friend--|What did you say his name was?
{68848}{}Seth.
{68873}{68935}What did you two talk about?
{68974}{69003}Dying.
{69049}{}Come on, we deal with life and death|every day. Why can't we talk about it?
{69150}{69252}I hope you won't become a|surgeon who prays in the O.R.
{69426}{}Can we talk for a minute?
{69476}{}We'll talk while camping.
{69501}{69567}Jordan, I can't go camping now.
{69577}{}We need some time together.
{69627}{}All right, let's see if we can|just spend 5 minutes.
{69702}{}Let's see if we can just stand|still together for 5 minutes.
{69803}{69839}Doing what?
{69853}{69897}Just being here.
{69928}{}I'll get the trail map.
{69978}{}No, I mean it.
{70004}{70046}Nothing but us.
{70129}{70168}What do I do?
{70179}{70223}Just look at me.
{70531}{}You can't do it.
{70581}{70625}You can't do it.
{70631}{70705}-You flinched. You lose!|-You cheat.
{71033}{71098}That old black magic called...
{71109}{71141}...Iove.
{71159}{}Thank you very much.
{71209}{71335}Welcome back. We've been talking|to mothers who are members of the KKK.
{71360}{71420}You want to watch anything?
{71485}{71521}Me neither.
{71737}{71802}How do you know when I'm here?
{71912}{71942}I know.
{71988}{72038}Jeez, you look good.
{72063}{72135}I forgot how good everybody looked.
{72214}{}30 years of silence.
{72264}{}You got guts, kid, showing yourseIf|like that. I appreciate that. I do.
{72365}{}It'll make it easier.
{72415}{72481}I got to tell you, I feel fine.
{72490}{}You might want to check your orders...
{72515}{}...because I sure don't feel|like I'm dying.
{72591}{}You're not dying.
{72616}{}Right. Then how come you're|hanging around my room all the time?
{72716}{}I'm the only one with his ass|hanging out of his dress.
{72792}{72827}Unless....
{72917}{72958}Could it be...
{72993}{73034}...the doctor?
{73043}{73070}Sure.
{73093}{73129}The doctor.
{73168}{}She's pretty.
{73194}{}A little flat-chested...
{73244}{}...but all you need's a handful.
{73294}{}-Who are you?|-This is good.
{73344}{73401}This is what they call...
{73420}{73468}..."serendipitous."
{73470}{}Look that up in the dictionary,|you'll see a picture of you and me.
{73570}{73605}Thank you.
{73771}{}You ready to deal?
{73796}{}Because I can answer all|your questions, friend.
{74098}{}How's the French toast?
{74148}{}Fabulous.
{74173}{74208}Set me up.
{74399}{74467}Guess I should introduce myseIf.
{74475}{74535}Come on, give me your hand.
{74550}{74613}Put it in mine. There you go.
{74625}{}A little tighter. Tighter.|There you go.
{74675}{}No, that's too much.
{74701}{74757}There you go. Good grip.
{74776}{}Nathaniel Messinger.
{74826}{}Glutton, hedonist...
{74876}{74986}...former celestial body,|recent addition to the human race.
{75077}{75127}I don't believe you.
{75128}{}You want proof?
{75153}{75212}You hang out at a library.
{75228}{}You can speak every language.
{75278}{}You travel with the speed of thought...
{75303}{}...and you're reading|my mind right now.
{75379}{}Stop that.
{75404}{75448}You're doing it.
{75479}{}It's impossible.
{75504}{75606}"Some things are true|whether you believe them or not."
{75655}{}How?
{75680}{}-You choose.|-Choose?
{75730}{75775}To fall to Earth.
{75781}{}You take the plunge,|the tumble, the dive.
{75856}{}You jump off a bridge.|Leap out a window.
{75906}{76001}You just make up your mind|to do it and you do it.
{76057}{}You wake up all smelly,|and aching from head to toe...
{76132}{}...and hungrier than you've|ever been...
{76183}{}...only you have no idea what hunger is|or any of that stuff...
{76283}{76397}...so it's all real confusing|and painful, but very, very good.
{76434}{76463}Human.
{76509}{76547}Listen, kid:
{76584}{}He gave these bozos|the greatest gift in the universe.
{76660}{}You think He didn't give it to us too?
{76710}{76746}Which gift?
{76760}{76808}Free will, brother.
{76811}{76846}Free will.
{77514}{77562}Couldn't get a job.
{77564}{}No past, no training.
{77614}{77644}No l.D.
{77665}{77758}Then one day, I was walking|past a building site.
{77765}{}A skyscraper.
{77790}{77859}And I thought, "l could do that."
{77865}{}You see, these people down here...
{77916}{}...a lot of them are afraid of heights,|you know what I'm saying?
{77991}{78060}That makes me uniquely qualified.
{78092}{}And besides, it feels like|a little bit of home up here.
{78192}{}And I like what I do.
{78217}{78259}I'm good at it.
{78318}{78375}These things'll kill you.
{78418}{78463}Are there others?
{78468}{78512}Others like you?
{78519}{}Yeah, they're out there.
{78544}{78646}You see them, but most of the time|you just walk on by.
{78669}{}Nobody likes to think of the old life.|You know, what they gave up.
{78770}{78821}Then why'd you do it?
{79046}{}My daughter, Ruth...
{79071}{79137}...her stupid husband, Frank...
{79146}{}...and my grandkids.
{79172}{79225}Petie's 4, Hannah's 6.
{79322}{79384}And this is my wife, Teresa.
{79448}{79483}Did you...
{79523}{}...tell her who you were?
{79574}{79640}I started to try once or twice.
{79649}{}Then I thought, "Why do that to her?"
{79699}{79731}Do what?
{79749}{79803}It's too much for them.
{79825}{79897}People don't believe in us anymore.
{80101}{}Do they still gather together|at sunrise?
{80176}{80220}And sunset, yes.
{80252}{80293}Take me there?
{80578}{80622}Can you hear it?
{80880}{80904}No.
{81357}{}I can't hear that!
{81382}{81438}But you can't feel this!
{81457}{81487}Nathan!
{81683}{}You have to go back.
{81709}{81775}Not until I catch the big wave.
{81859}{81886}Wait.
{81909}{}Wait.
{81935}{81976}Wait for what?
{82010}{82037}Swim!
{82889}{}And then you just...
{82939}{}...fall.
{82964}{83003}-Fall?|-Dive.
{83040}{83109}You make up your mind to do it...
{83115}{}...and you do it.
{83140}{83208}And when you wake up, you're...?
{83216}{83242}Yes.
{83316}{83361}To smell the air.
{83366}{83404}Taste water.
{83417}{}Read a newspaper.
{83442}{}To lie.
{83467}{83515}Through your teeth.
{83517}{83561}To feed the dog.
{83618}{83660}Touch her hair.
{83718}{83775}What are you waiting for?
{83894}{83962}There is so much beauty up here.
{83994}{84020}Yes.
{84622}{84670}Here you are again.
{84698}{}We'll release your friend|Messinger tomorrow.
{84748}{}That's good.
{84773}{84869}His family's having a kind|of a welcome-home party.
{84924}{84971}Will you be going?
{84999}{85046}Will you be going?
{85074}{}This is Earl.
{85099}{85135}He told me.
{85175}{}What else does he tell you?
{85225}{}He worries that you never sleep.|And he loves to see you smile.
{85326}{}Sometimes I think Earl's the|only one who understands me.
{85401}{}What about your boyfriend?
{85451}{85495}Do you love him?
{85552}{85600}Love? I don't know.
{85602}{}What does that mean?
{85627}{85693}I was hoping you could tell me.
{85702}{85743}It's a word...
{85778}{85852}...that describes a chemical react--
{85878}{85947}It's just crap. I'm full of crap.
{85979}{}I wait all day, just hoping|for one more minute with you...
{86079}{}...and I don't even know you.
{86129}{86186}What do you want to know?
{86205}{}Why you wear the same|clothes all the time.
{86255}{86335}Why won't you give me|your phone number?
{86355}{}Are you married?
{86380}{86404}No.
{86431}{86476}Are you homeless?
{86506}{86530}No.
{86531}{86578}Are you a drummer?
{86682}{86744}Why don't you ever touch me?
{86833}{86890}I don't want to hurt you.
{86933}{86980}You won't hurt me.
{87586}{87633}Did you feel that?
{87938}{88009}If I could make you understand....
{88063}{88102}I understand.
{88214}{88264}I'll see you around.
{89822}{89855}Hey, Doc!
{89897}{89978}No, give me the whole package.|Come here.
{89997}{}-Hi.|-Thanks for coming.
{90048}{90090}You look great.
{90123}{}ls this heaven?
{90148}{90187}Look at this.
{90274}{90342}Come on, let's meet some people.
{90349}{90399}You got an appetite?
{90475}{90522}Have a beer, Seth.
{90525}{90567}Where you from?
{90600}{}Up.
{90600}{90647}North. Uh, Canada.
{90826}{90877}Listen. Can you hear?
{90902}{90940}I'm growing.
{90952}{90993}Smile, Hannah.
{91203}{91266}How long have you known Seth?
{91279}{91320}Not very long.
{91354}{}But I feel like I've known him forever.
{91429}{91476}Honey, that hurts.
{91555}{91612}You're just like Grandpa.
{91630}{91662}Come on.
{91680}{}Let's see if the cookies are done.
{91731}{}Come on, Seth.
{91756}{91821}-Can I help you?|-Yeah, great.
{91932}{91983}How did you two meet?
{92007}{92106}He works with me over at the site.|Construction work.
{92107}{}I thought he was a messenger.
{92158}{}Yeah, he's one of those...
{92208}{92252}..."hyphenates."
{92258}{92306}I'll be right back.
{93238}{93297}Here, can you cut this up?
{93464}{}So in what province in Canada|were you born?
{93539}{93595}I wasn't born in Canada.
{93690}{93753}What are your parents' names?
{93941}{93977}No parents.
{94142}{}You have very delicate hands|for a construction worker.
{94217}{}I'm not a construction worker.
{94268}{94330}Very pale hands. Let me see.
{94418}{}-Why did you do that?|-Let me see your hand.
{94494}{94518}No.
{94569}{}What's your last name?
{94594}{}You know my last name.
{94619}{94651}I don't.
{94695}{94724}Plate.
{94745}{94781}Seth Plate?
{94946}{94981}I cut you.
{95021}{95056}I cut you.
{95096}{95200}I cut you with that knife.|I feIt it go in. You feIt it.
{95222}{95270}Not the way you do.
{95297}{}The way I do?|What does that mean?
{95348}{}You mean the way a doctor does?|The way a woman does? What?
{95423}{95458}The way...
{95498}{95542}...a human does.
{95574}{95631}I have no sense of touch.
{95649}{}You feel that?
{95674}{}Don't be frightened.
{95724}{95759}You freak!
{95775}{}You liar!
{95800}{95848}Who-- What are you?
{95850}{95913}I came to take Mr. BaIford...
{95925}{95970}...and I saw you.
{96001}{96069}I couldn't take my eyes off you.
{96076}{96130}How you fought for him.
{96177}{96240}And you looked right at me...
{96252}{}...Iike I was a man.
{96302}{}-"To take Mr. BaIford"?|-I was there.
{96377}{}-We're always there in every room.|-What are you talking about?
{96478}{}I was there in the stairwell...
{96528}{96600}...when you cried for your patient.
{96604}{96666}And I touched you. Remember?
{96704}{96758}Why are you doing this?
{96779}{96842}Because I'm in love with you.
{97005}{97055}I don't believe you.
{97081}{97126}Do you feel that?
{97156}{97219}You don't want to believe me.
{97231}{97287}I cannot conceive of it!
{97307}{97346}Just get out!
{97382}{97414}Get out!
{98613}{98643}Doctor?
{98713}{98743}Doctor?
{99869}{99898}Hello?
{100070}{100097}Seth?
{100170}{100209}Are you here?
{101577}{101624}I want to see you.
{101677}{101719}Let me see you.
{102431}{102466}Just stay.
{102557}{102622}Just stay until I fall asleep.
{103486}{103518}Oh, yes!
{103586}{103621}Thank you.
{104139}{104190}The baby can't sleep.
{104214}{}Has anyone ever seen the baby sleep?
{104239}{104310}I don't know. Let's check him out.
{104541}{104585}Choanal atresia.
{104591}{}There's hardly any air getting through.
{104666}{104711}How did you know?
{104717}{104750}I just...
{104792}{104824}...knew!
{105445}{105475}Maggie?
{105495}{}Yeah.
{105520}{105561}Are you alone?
{105571}{105598}Yeah.
{105671}{105742}Pretty intuitive call on the baby.
{105747}{105780}Think so?
{105822}{}I couldn't have done it better.
{105872}{105931}Well, that's a compliment.
{106274}{106322}What are you doing?
{106324}{106384}I'm spending time with you.
{106425}{106472}Will you marry me?
{106475}{106541}We can finally get up to Tahoe.
{106550}{}Get married on the Nevada side...
{106575}{106665}...honeymoon and be back|before we miss a case.
{106701}{}What do you want me to do?|Get down on my knees?
{106776}{}What do you want me to say?
{106801}{106849}We belong together.
{106877}{106931}We're the same species.
{107078}{107176}I'm not very good at matters|of the heart. I mean...
{107178}{107234}...the proverbial heart.
{107304}{107351}Please be my wife.
{107429}{107479}Just think about it.
{107831}{107867}Breathe in.
{107932}{107968}Breathe in.
{108283}{108316}I'm good.
{108510}{108647}I don't understand a God who would let|us meet, if we could never be together.
{108710}{108758}He didn't tell you.
{108836}{108875}Tell me what?
{108886}{}Maybe you should ask him.
{108911}{108959}No, I'm asking you.
{109238}{}Seth knows no fear...
{109288}{109327}...no pain...
{109338}{109377}...no hunger.
{109414}{109479}He hears music in the sunrise.
{109514}{}But he'd give it all up.
{109564}{109618}He loves you that much.
{109665}{109713}I don't understand.
{109791}{}He can fall.
{109816}{}He can give up his existence|as he knows it.
{109891}{}He can give up eternity and become...
{109966}{110005}...one of us.
{110042}{110084}It's up to you.
{110117}{110168}How do you know this?
{110293}{110338}Because I did it.
{111222}{111284}Seth, I need to talk to you.
{111373}{111412}Seth, please.
{111473}{111515}Please be here.
{111574}{111633}God, help me through this.
{111900}{111951}You are so beautiful.
{112001}{112060}You'll always be that way.
{112127}{}Jordan asked me to go away with him...
{112177}{112225}...and get married.
{112277}{112315}He knows me.
{112353}{}He knows the demands of my work.
{112403}{112451}You don't love him.
{112478}{112531}He and I are the same.
{112579}{112623}And I want that.
{112704}{112811}And I want somebody who can|feel my hand when I touch him.
{112830}{}But you can feel me.
{112880}{112918}You feIt me.
{112981}{113034}I want to say goodbye.
{113056}{113121}I don't want to see you again.
{118908}{118944}Hey, buddy.
{118984}{}You can't be in here.
{119009}{119050}Do you see me?
{119084}{119125}Do you see me?
{119134}{119176}Can you see me?
{119185}{119227}We can see you.
{119260}{119301}ls this blood?
{119310}{}This is blood!
{119335}{}ls it red?
{119361}{119387}Red?
{119411}{119446}ls it red?
{119461}{119490}Color.
{119511}{119583}What color were the drugs you took?
{119587}{119656}Better get your butt out of here.
{119662}{119718}You got somewhere to go?
{119762}{119792}Maggie.
{120089}{120149}Down and down and down I go
{120164}{120229}Round and round and round I go
{120240}{120281}Round and spin
{120290}{}Loving the spin I'm in
{120340}{120405}Loving that old black magic...
{120415}{120456}...called love
{120491}{120518}Love!
{120566}{120590}Hi!
{120842}{120968}I was wondering if you could tell me|how to get to the county hospital?
{121948}{}Can I help you, sir?
{121998}{122082}I'll just take a moment|to catch my breath.
{122098}{122128}Breath!
{122174}{122212}Maggie Rice.
{122249}{122296}Are you a patient?
{122299}{}No. I just need to find her, please.
{122350}{}You'll have to call her office.|Someone there can help you.
{122400}{122457}Do you know where she is?
{122475}{122549}No, sir, I do not know where she is.
{122601}{122658}You have this computer...
{122676}{122771}...and all this technology.|Can't you look her up?
{122802}{122844}Where's Maggie?
{122978}{123044}So you're a friend of Maggie's?
{123053}{}What happened to you?
{123103}{}Sorry.
{123128}{123163}It's okay.
{123229}{123259}I fell.
{123279}{123333}Evidently. Off a train?
{123354}{123396}I fell in love.
{123580}{123636}Please help me find her.
{123731}{}She went to Lake Tahoe. Her uncle|has a cabin on the Nevada side.
{123832}{123859}Wait!
{124610}{124642}Cassiel.
{124660}{124701}Are you there?
{124886}{124915}Hello.
{126218}{126263}Where you headed?
{126293}{126322}Tahoe!
{126368}{}Reno!
{126394}{126423}Tahoe!
{126444}{}I'm going to Reno.
{126469}{126517}I'm going to Tahoe.
{126519}{126608}Hop in. We'll figure it out|when we get there.
{129860}{129901}Am I too late?
{129935}{129968}Too late?
{129985}{130015}Jordan?
{130136}{130192}I couldn't marry Jordan.
{130237}{130288}I'm in love with you.
{130488}{130529}What happened?
{130613}{130648}Free will.
{130990}{131026}I feel you.
{132949}{132994}Do you feel that?
{133000}{133026}Yes.
{133075}{133108}And that?
{133175}{133258}How's it feel?|Tell me what it feels like.
{133276}{133308}I can't.
{133376}{133402}Try.
{133427}{133454}Warm.
{133602}{133632}Aching.
{134055}{134090}It's okay.
{134155}{134199}We fit together.
{134205}{}I know.
{134230}{134293}We were made to fit together.
{134808}{134916}I always asked the dying what|they liked best about living.
{134959}{135016}Wrote it down in my book.
{135059}{135095}This is it.
{135110}{135167}This is what I like best.
{135185}{135248}You haven't even started yet.
{135260}{135329}We have our whole lives together.
{135336}{}You and me.
{135361}{135409}Mr. and Mrs. Plate.
{143474}{}-I'll get help.|-You're here.
{143524}{}-Stay.|-I should get help.
{143574}{}Don't go. The driver went.
{143625}{}Please stay.
{143650}{143700}Please stay with me.
{143725}{143761}I'm scared.
{143876}{143915}I screwed up.
{143951}{}I wanted to show you everything.
{144001}{144034}You will.
{144127}{144180}You came all this way.
{144227}{144262}I'm sorry.
{144278}{144322}God, no, Maggie!
{144353}{144395}To touch you...
{144403}{144451}...and to feel you.
{144453}{}To be able to hold your hand right now.
{144529}{}You know what that means?
{144554}{144622}Do you know how much I love you?
{144730}{144787}Keep looking at me, okay?
{144830}{144883}Look right in my eyes.
{144906}{144956}Someone's out there.
{145006}{}Don't look at them.|Please don't you look at them!
{145081}{145132}ls this what happens?
{145307}{145333}Yes.
{145483}{145534}This is what happens.
{145634}{145676}I'm not afraid.
{145760}{145808}When they ask me...
{145860}{145920}...what I liked the best...
{145961}{}...I'll tell them...
{145986}{146027}...it was you.
{146739}{146765}God!
{149728}{149809}I can't see you,|but I know you're there.
{149854}{149889}I'm sorry.
{149954}{149986}Get out.
{150055}{}Was it you? Were you the one?|Were you there?
{150130}{150154}No.
{150180}{150228}Why did He do this?
{150231}{}I don't know.
{150256}{}Because her number was up?
{150306}{150366}What do you want me to say?
{150532}{150625}-Am I being punished?|-You know better than that.
{150658}{150696}That's life.
{150733}{150780}You're living now.
{150808}{150849}And one day...
{150859}{150907}...you'll be dying.
{151034}{151076}What's it like?
{151110}{151137}What?
{151160}{151190}Warmth.
{151235}{151277}It's wonderful.
{151311}{151394}If you'd known this|was going to happen...
{151411}{151470}...would you have done it?
{151587}{151646}I would rather have had...
{151687}{151749}...one breath of her hair...
{151813}{151873}...one kiss of her mouth...
{151939}{151999}...one touch of her hand...
{152039}{152105}...than an eternity without it.
{152165}{152191}One.
{164372}{164440}Subtitled by:|GELULA & CO., INC.
